Epiphany

Brittany and I sat in her car tonight just talking about things and venting..we then realized something very bittersweet. We realized that we have gotten too attached to each other and never really do anything that doesn't involve the other and that maybe this is the reason why we don't really have a significant other in our lives. The bitter part is that sometimes we want a guy and don't have one. The sweet part is that we know each other like the back of our hand. Sometimes I just think something and she knows what I'm thinking just by my facial expression and we have a million inside jokes that no one ever gets..(pretty awesome). The really weird thing is that sometimes I find myself talking about her a lot when I'm not around her but I mean everything that I do she does too so how can I not? This might sound a little weird and might come off as if I have a secret lesbian crush, but I say nay. I love men.
Also, we decided that it is a good thing that we are roommates because if we weren't we would have gone completely insane a long time ago.

On a completely random note, don't you just love it when someone tries to talk to you on Facebook and you don't reply for like two minutes and they get impatient and sign out as if they're trying to teach you a lesson?

--You stay classy, Rexburg--

Boys Break Hearts

Yeah, I came to the conclusion that boys are just good at breaking hearts. This is why I have decided to not date. ..again. ha ha. They are just too much right now, why can't they just be more simple? Anyway, enough about them..I get to usher at Guitars Unplugged tonight so I'm pretty stoked! The sad thing is that Brittany didn't get a ticket in time so now I have no idea what to do. I'll figure something out.
I can't wait for church! Sundays always make me feel tons better..they are the sauce to my Enchiladas.

P.S. For some reason Genie in a bottle-Christina Aguilera always makes me feel better....weird? I say nay.

Dance, Dance

Boys are like buses, one leaves but then another comes 15 minutes later.-Tiffany's Grandma

I don't know why but I thought this was interesting. As of lately life has been complete and wonderful.
I don't know if I could ask for any better. I love what being a part of this gospel does to me!

Anyway, I pretty much love being up here in Idaho..although I do have some desire to go home and spend time with the family I don't know if I'm going to stay there. I like staying up here so I might decide to stay up here all year round. We'll see how things map out..

Anyway, on a fun note! I went paintballing for the first time!! It was sooo intensely fun! I got a huge bruise, it's kind of cool. I definitely want to do it again.

In Over My Head

For some reason I like to volunteer to be in like 7 different associations and stress myself out. I have actually been so good about remaining stress free while trying to balance that along with school and everything else. I woke up today and just knew that something was off..but like the optimist that I am, I just put in my Ipod, listened to some tunes and got into my groove as I hurried off to class. I felt confident and cool as I was swaying my hips like yeah and going off into my own world where every one dances perfectly and rainbows and sunshine gleam over everyone! First class was wonderful! Second? Not so great! Like who in the world needs Humanities? Really? So unnecessary, and a complete waste of my time. No I don't care if Macbeth and his lady friend were complete psychos. I'm getting kind of behind in that class and a little overwhelmed with all of the things that I have signed up to do. but you know what? Life is absolutely wonderful! I am so thankful to be alive and healthy. It really is a blessing to be able to attend school and one day help others with the knowledge that I will receive...I just need to push myself a little harder. As my good ol' barbie friend, Dolly Parton says "If you want the rainbow, you're going to have to put up with the rain."