Life is rough and mean sometimes. It can knock you down and break your heart. These last months have been possibly the worst months of my life but yet I have to feel grateful for everything that I have learned. I thought I had it good, I thought I knew what it meant to be happy. Then that day happens when you're told that it was all a lie and that it never was what you thought it was. It sucks to know that all of those memories were all a lie. I'm so tempted to be angry but I also can't help but feel a sense of relief now. A sense of relief that I don't have to suffer anymore. That I can learn to be me again and that I can grow and move on. That I can be uplifted and not dragged along. That I can be happy with the people that love me. Agency sucks when it is used to hurt others. I hate not being in control. I wish I could go back to before all of this happened....but then I might not become who the Lord wants me to be. After all, your future is as bright as your faith.
It is finally over.
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